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| Change |
| 12.23.04 (6:26 pm) [edit] |
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Since alot has changed lately in my life ... and some old friends came back into it .. and some left ... i've decided its time to bury Discredit and the blog that comes with it ... and instead go back to my tblog roots ... so you can find me and my stuff back where it first started ... under the name Rawk ... thats right ... rawk.tblog.com is back!
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| A Challenge To Everyone |
| 12.04.04 (10:57 am) [edit] |
This time around folks .. it won't be easy!
The challenge this time around will be trying to figure out what movie this phrase (its actually a prayer) comes from ... and like it says up top ... it won't be easy ... here's a hint though ... its a movie about to irish brothers in boston ... if that doesn't help .. i don't know what will ...
... anyways .. here's how you play ... MESSAGE your answer to me ... if its in a comment it will be ignored and deleted ... this way no one can cheat or steal answers ...
If you MESSAGED me the answer and you are right ... you can whatever you want .. wether it be a full post about you on my blog ... or whatever else ... I'll do anything if you get it right ...
... BUT here's the catch .. if you're wrong about what movie it is ... you owe me a Picture (if you don't own a webcam ... tell me when you send your answer) ... this way i can think of something else ... anyways ... the Picture must have you... however you wanna be (krazed you know what i mean) ... holding a sign ... saying "Owned By Discredit" ...
... Well if you got the Balls ... or umm ... the boobs (for our female bloggers) then step up to the challenge and get Messaging ...
Here's The Prayer
[i]And Shepards we shall be,
for thee my Lord for thee,
power hath descended forthfrom thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command,
We shall flow a river forth to thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.[/i]
Good Luck (I really don't mean that)
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| Butterflies To A Child |
| 12.03.04 (7:44 am) [edit] |
An ambitious child ... full of innocent dreams ... playing in the field with the butterflies a float ... But times have changed ... and dreams have shattered ... once an ambitious child ... now a tortured soul ...
... Where once dreams were ... now rests an emptyness ... full of hatred ... and fear at the same time ... an innocent smile turned into a cold gaze ... lifeless as if death took over ...
... Now the child ... not so innocent no more ... walks the streets ... looking for meaning ... a purpose in life ... that the abuse it receieved ... from a father full of anger took away on that day ...
... When butterflies where a float in the field ...
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| Broken |
| 12.01.04 (10:21 am) [edit] |
Her heart was shattered ... by the man she loved ... he said he loved her ... but only a lie it was ... so she sits on her bed ... every night in tears ... so broken on the inside ...
... She wonders why ... this happened to her ... such a sweet girl ... always giving and never taking ... but now she's grown so cold inside ... all she can do is sit on her bed ... and cry all night ... cuz she's so broken on the inside ...
... Feeling so helpless ... not knowing what to do ... she stares into heaven ... saying alittle prayer ... well holding her stomach ... she starts to cry .. cuz she's broken on the inside ...
... He left her pregnant ... and packed his bags ... lied to her about love ... and left her in the dust ... now all she can do .. is wait for the baby ... well she crys every night ...
... Cuz her life's now broken ...
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| I'm Back ... For Good! |
| 11.30.04 (12:29 pm) [edit] |
I'm back ... and here to stay ... sometime this week i'll re-do my blog ... probably not the colors (unless i change back to Red) .. but i'll get a header back up ... and all the other small things i had before (stupid photobucket) ... anyways ... if you remember me ... You know you'll wanna stick around for the ride ... if you don't .. well then ... Nice to meet you ... the names Discredit ... formerly (like a year ago) known as Rawk ... I'm sure we'll get along ... I'll also be accepting sign pics (if you don't know what that is .. its a picture of you .. however you want to be ... holding a sign saying anything ... if ur pic is gonna be rated 18+ ... please email ... and not send it to my tmail .. email is - mizuzed@hotmail.com ... you can also add me to msn if you want)
Anyways ... lets hope this time around its as big of a blast on here as it was the first ... espically with all the new faces .. later folks .. and lets hope none of you newbies scare to easily
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| Another New One |
| 11.26.04 (8:25 am) [edit] |
And They Said I Had No Boyish Charm!
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| Updated Pics |
| 11.26.04 (6:01 am) [edit] |
Finally for all the fans of ME out there! (ok so i'm just alittle bit cocky) .. here's some updated pics of me ... not the greatest quality here ... since the webcam i got blows .. but thats a minor detail!
and the only attempt i have ever made to try and be "Super Model Sexy" .. didn't work though!
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| Perfect Grave |
| 11.25.04 (12:11 pm) [edit] |
He searched long ... for a girl he could love ...for a life without pain ...a way to stop the abuse and the hate ... a place to runaway ... from the troubles of his world ...
... He tried to hide ... the pain he was feeling ... and the scars forced onto his soul ... the fact he was alone ... and no one could help him ... no one could save him ...
... He found a girl ... perfect in all ways ... smile like an angels ... he loved her so ... and she did him ... but the scars so deep ... it didn't help ... he still looked ... for a way to run ... to runaway from the troubles of his world ...
... He found a way ... and dug a hole ... he through it all away ... into a Perfect Grave ...
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| The New Girl |
| 10.23.04 (6:09 pm) [edit] |
I fell for the new girl ... she took me by storm ...her smile so innocent ... and her eyes so intense ... her hair flowed like clouds .. in the summer breeze ... highlited with pink ... like the color of her lips ...
She seemed like an angel ... to good to be true ... how could something this good .. walk into my life ... I fell for the new girl .. she took me by storm ... something i wasn't ready for ... my heart not yet healed ...
... Everything went perfect ... for about a week ... till the girl i fell for ... turned into a bitch ... now things are diffirent ... my heart torn again ... i fell for the new girl ... she took me for a ride ... one my heart wasn't ready for ...
... I didn't know what to do ... so i ranaway ... my heart overwhelmed ... cuz i fell for the new girl ... who took my heart by storm ...
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| A Piece Of My Mind |
| 10.07.04 (3:08 am) [edit] |
Thought i would write a normal blog entry instead of my usual stuff since i got something thats been bugging me as of late ...
... So since i last talked to most of the people here ... i got booted from my house (which i think most of you knew) ... anyways ... me and my folks are not on speaking terms ... and since here in canada its thanksgiving on monday ... I'm starting to think i'll be alone ...
... both my room mates are going out of town with family for the weekend .. leaving me alone ... and i wasn't to worried ... since i figured hey.. i'd have my gf there with me ... well since that ended friday ... i'm more worried then ever ...
... looks like its just me and my kitten this year ..
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| Cate |
| 10.07.04 (1:05 am) [edit] |
I used to believe in love ... the day i met Cate ... I used to believe in angels ... the day i saw her smile ... my world turned inside out ... the day our eyes met ...
... We fell in love ... only to fall out ... things changed quick ... and the lies began ... everything crumbled ... and i could fix it ... so i let you go ...
... I turned to take just one more look ... but you kept walking ... forgetting who i am ... not looking back ... ready to replace me ... like an old used toy ...
... As things get worse for me ... i hope they work out for you ... nothing would mean more ... then for love to find you again ... with someone who treats you better ...
... Then i could ever do ...
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| The Best Was Yet To Come |
| 10.01.04 (2:42 pm) [edit] |
He fought through life ... she struggled through school ... two diffirent people ... from diffirent backgrounds ... brought together by a common desire ... to be together ...
... He lived on the streets ... she studied to be a doctor ... but love brought them closer ... and could never tear them up ...
... He proprosed ... and she said yes ... nothing could go wrong ... they were in love ... meant to be forever ... so young ... yet so in love ...
... He always loved her ... without any questions ... but she fell out of love ... and the engagement was off ... were they to young? ... or did it all happen to fast? ...
... He now struggles through school ... trying to fix his life ... thanks to the love of his life ... who helped set him straight ...
... She fights through life ... trying to raise a family ... with the man she left him for ... the new love in her life ... but every so often she looks into the night sky ... wondering what could of been ...
... Now we sit here and think ... how a love so pure can break so fast ... where they just to young? ... or was it all to fast? ... how could it end ...
... When the best was yet to come ...
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| Only Fools Fall In Love |
| 09.24.04 (10:39 am) [edit] |
You told me you loved me ... but it was just part of your game ... the tears you cryed when we broke up ... were all so fake ... you never cared for me ... it was all just your game ...
... I must be a fool .... for believing it all ... how could i not see through you ... and this game you played ... telling me your lies ... well being with those other guys ...
... What did i do ... to deserve this fate ... what did i do .... for you to play this game ... you hurt me so ... and never cared ... it was just part of your game ...
... I feel like a fool ... for trusting your words ... when they meant nothing ... just a bunch of lies ... you didn't want to be with me ... but to be with him ... i feel like a fool ...
... Cuz Only Fools Fall In Love ...
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| Update |
| 09.23.04 (9:50 am) [edit] |
Hello FANS OF ME!
Sorry i haven't been around much lately ... or for the past 2 months i think .. anyways .. i've been kicked outta my parents house and now don't have the net at my new place so i haven't had anyway of getting back on here ... please do forgive me :P
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| Into The Eyes Of A Hero |
| 08.09.04 (11:08 am) [edit] |
If you look into the eyes of a hero ... you'll see pain ... pain felt from seeing the troubles of the world ... pain from the loss of friends ... loved ones ... life ain't easy through the eyes of a hero ...
... Looking into the eyes of a hero ... you'll see sorrow ... for not being able to save that one soul ... for being a second to late ... for not having what it took to save that one person ... thats life through the eyes of a hero ...
... Staring deep into the eyes of a hero ... you can sense fear ... fear of the unknown ... fear that you might be to late again ... that you might not have what it takes ... fear that you may lose your loved one ... through the eyes of a hero life ain't simple ...
... But when looking into the eyes of a hero as he stares at a child ... you can sense hope ... hope that the world will change ... that one person can make a diffirence ...
... And that love can save us all ...
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| Just A Lie |
| 08.01.04 (2:16 pm) [edit] |
I used to believe in God ... for sending me an angel ... I used to believe in angels ... cuz i woke up next to one every morning ... and i also believed in love ...
... But now i know all that was a lie ... a joke that i fell for ... for God doesn't exist ... or he wouldn't ruin my life like this ...
... Angels are nothing but a game the mind plays ... no one is perfect ... no one is sent to save me ... no one can be so pure ...
... Love is a game ... played by the mind ... that the heart believes .... nothing but a game that hurts so much in the end ... nothing but a lie ...
... Nothing worth falling in to ...
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| Hurt |
| 07.31.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
You once had a smile on your face ... and it would light mine up ... your voice used to sooth my soul ... and make my worries disappear ...
... Your touch was like an angels ... that would make my world brighten ... but that was in the past ... which has faded through the years ...
... Now things are diffirent ... and your voice once so smooth ... now makes my world crumble ... and everything fall apart ....
... Your touch once like an angels ... now burns my skin ... making it hurt to be near you ... making it hurt to see you .... making it hurt to love you ....
... So much things have changed ... an angel turned demon ... a love that was so pure ... now fuels a flame of hatred ...
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| Dry Your Eyes |
| 07.25.04 (11:50 pm) [edit] |
You hide your tears ... but i know you're hurt ... you've had enough ... and you want out ... can't take this no more ... lost in your thoughts ...
... You dry your eyes ... so i won't see ... but i can tell how hurt you are ... wanting to let go ... but you don't know how ... you can't take this no more ... becoming so cold ...
... We used to be in love ... but you fell out ... your tears tell the story ... as you dry your eyes ... you can't take this no more ... and you want out ...
... So here i sit ... my heart in pieces ... in love with a girl ... who just wants out ... i can feel your pain ... as you dry your eyes ...
... So its time today ... i let you leave ... no more lies ... and no more pain ... i'll always love you ... to the end ... but we just weren't meant to be ...
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| Sent To Save Him |
| 07.19.04 (5:54 pm) [edit] |
[i][b]NOTE:[/b] Here's One That's Special To Me ... Its Got Some Personal Meaning.[/i]
[b]Sent To Save Him[/b]
Her smile's like an angels ... he'll never forget ... the way her hair shimmers in the sun ... is like a gift from god ... this girls so sweet ... she means so much ...
... Her touch so soft ... like silk on the skin ... a voice so smooth ... that can sooth the soul ... how can something this perfect .. walk here on earth ... an angel that must of been forgotten ... or sent here to save him ...
... She's always there whenever he needs ... the only one to stick by him ... no matter what he's done ... this girl is the one ... the only one who cares ...
... Why can't he see ... how he hurts her so ... why can't he see ... how she loves him so ... why must he run ... whenever they get close ... when this girl is an angel ...
... Sent here to save him ...
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| Doubts |
| 07.19.04 (5:17 pm) [edit] |
We've fought hard to stay together... beat the odds and loved eachother ... it seemed nothing could stop us ... nothing could keep us down ... till the odds tilted the other way ... and the doubts set in ...
... Now we're not sure ... our minds clouded ... full of fear ... are we meant to be ... or should we let go ... are you meant to love me ... or meant to love someone else ...
... I've tryed to fight the doubts ... as so did you ... but i'm not sure if i'm winning .. or fighting a battle i'll lose ... but i do know i love you ... no matter how big our doubts are
... And if letting go makes you happy ... Its what i'm willing to do ...
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| Don't Know |
| 07.08.04 (3:19 pm) [edit] |
All this shit is just to much ... all this crap i can't handle ... a life i don't like ... surrounded by people i can't stand ...
... Walking the streets of a city thats dead ... living the life of a man thats broken ... breathing this air thats tainted with hated ...
... Staring in the mirror at someone i hate ... feeling alone ... and full of dispear .. don't know where i fit in ... or if i even belong ...
... Don't know who i am ... or what i'm meant to be ... not sure if i'm meant to be ... or if i want to be ... not sure of why i'm here ...
... Or how to get out ...
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| No More Heroes |
| 07.06.04 (8:47 pm) [edit] |
The laughter dies in the distance ... as the sound of terror starts to take over ... screams fill the air ... and the sky darkens ...
... The stench of death takes over ... as the world is in chaos ... no one around to save us ... as all the good men have fallen ...
... No one to take away the pain ... no one to save the day ... we're all helpless in this time of pain ... with no one to hold on to ...
... Ain't a soul who could save us now ... there's no more heroes to look up to ... for all the good men died ... to save us once before ...
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| Slip Away |
| 06.28.04 (9:33 am) [edit] |
Looking in the mirror ... at what he has become ... he swears he knew it all along ... at the failure he's become ... now he sits and waits ... hoping to slip away ...
... To start a brand new life ... wishing the wrongs would change ... and make everything alright ... he swears he tried all along ... to change his path in life ... but now he sits and waits ... hoping to slip away ...
... From the failures of his life ... and the demons in his head ... wanting to run away ... to be forgotten by this place ... just hoping to slip away ...
... From the Monster he's become ...
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| All Because Of You |
| 06.22.04 (7:55 pm) [edit] |
Life is a waste ... Love is a drag ... death is to easy ... pain is only a short high ... the color of my blood oh so nice ... all over the cement ... getting high off the pain ... all because you left me ...
... Loving you was a waste ... of time i could've spent alone ... wishing of death ... and inflicting pain ... but now my heart broken ... mixed up in these feelings ... wishing of a death ... because of you ...
... Now i have all the time ... time to cry ... and find myself ... sitting on my bed ... all alone ... wrists bleeding ... getting a high off the pain ... all because of you ...
... Hoping for a death ... but it'd be to easy ... you're not worth it ... you're just a waste of time ... waste of life ... you ripped out my heart ... left me here alone ...
... So i sit here with this pain ... getting a cheap high ... watching my blood ... as it runs down the cement ...
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| Looking Back |
| 06.16.04 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
Looking back at the days of old ... alot has changed ... and people grew apart ... some have moved ... others lost touch ... I guess its what life's about ...
... Looking back at my years at school ... we all thought we'd be friends for life ... but as the school year ended ... we all lost sight ... and the friendships ended ... as fast as the school year ...
... Years have past ... and friendships ended ... relationships died ... and others started ... everythings changing ... faster then i thought ...
... Looking back at all the years i've wasted ... all the friends i lost ... all the promises broken ... of friendships lasting forever ... I wish just for one night everything would go back ...
.. but as the years died ... so did friendships ... but my memories still live ... intill the day i die ...
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